..::Success::..

..::Success::..

After a few days of desperately trying I finally was able to fast all day long.

It made me feel better, it made me feel secure that I'm back in the saddle again.

.Ready To Tackle My Weight Head On.

Today wasn't so hard.
I wanted to gnaw off my hand
I wanted to eat everything in site
I tried to compromise with myself
I didn't give in
I made it through
I stayed strong

I remember what it's like to be skinny.
The adrenaline rush.
The jealous stares from girls, the trailing looks from guys.
To be able to take on the world.



I remember it.
And now I'm going to get it again.

This time I won't loose it.

..::..::..